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why oh why do I have to do this. I hate it so much I rather do math or something more filling in my brain. I know communication is important put I can get fine by doing small talk, because is like I have friend outside of school. Even in my job I will keep my distance because I despise this more greatly than anything. Ever since i was a child i always knew i would never talk but it is becoming more difficult every day. Every teacher want to speak with you, every one cares about you and the amount of pressure on me is a lot that i have reverted to my old way of thinking to keep some balance with in me. I don’t need to talk I just need to work get money and buy provisions and live my solitary live for as long as i live, because i love this feeling and this assignment does not make it beter. It is actually killing me from the inside knowing i will post this when I’m done writing my anger because people can’t live without communicating. Is it really hard to just hide your personal live and not talk to people. I really hate it, Hate It, HATE IT. Why did we have to be social, I can live fine with out it, and if you can’t then don’t talk to me. It is hard enough in school now i have to do it in the Internet where is was suppose to be my free time playing games and watching boo leg-ed movies. Even if i need to talk in my job i will evade it and who cares that 5% use algebra in the real world, i will try my hardest to work alone as much as it is possible in this world that can’t seem to leave me alone to be all antisocial. I trully despise this more than anythig in the world. This is one of the reasons i am studying, to have some say in what my line of work will be. Why can’t i live the way i whant to, alone and lonely, like when i was in 1st grade-5th grade. I trully hate this assigment, is the worst in all my years of school.